I sat struggling to sleep .Thoughts of the father over-whelmed me. This searing pain . It wouldn't seem to stop . Ever been shot with a bullet?Well , that 's kind of like what happened to me. I had a hole in me an inch 1/2 deep literally cutting to the bone. No fractures just tendons & veins ,which I of course think is worse . It HURT ! A motorbikes kick stand rammed into me going about somewhere between 30 & 50 miles per hour. The next few weeks have rocked my world but my first thought was wow if this is even glimpse of what our Father felt. I don't know how he did it. But the great news in that is that I don't have to. There's a beauty and awe in not understanding his power. It's been a difficult journey but he's not done with me yet.
Just like the building to the left. You see things in Laos are this way sometimes. 7 years ago they began building buildings taller than 3 stories. However, they'd never done it before and just like me they are not always the most logic people. They started from the top. The first 3 floors they never finished but it wasn't just this building it was the one behind too.
You see we, or at least I can be this way. When we try to do things on our own we don't see the bigger picture. Sometimes I look like this building but our Father says "It's okay Kathryn. I'll give you those 3 stories just be patient." Every time I pass these buildings it reminds me that he's not done with me here yet. He makes the useless things useful and redeem those who call on His name. I can't wait to see one day how he has connected those 3 stories or even torn down my building and started a new one someday. He truly is amazing
